Condolences for
Carol Price (McCann)

Still feeling like crap. Hopeless, empty. I'm not to sure what to do anymore. Each day passes and it gets worse. Coming up on the anniversary of your passing. I've done some things I probably shouldnt have already. Don't know how to make it stop. Just watch out for me ok? Love you always mom.

Well momma, you were right again. Wish you were here to let out some of the pain. I really miss you in times like these. Sad, depressed, angry, upset, you name it I've felt it in the last couple weeks. You were the only one I could relate to; even though I didn't agree with everything you said. You always made me feel a little bit better. I don't have that person anymore to go to. Makes it even harder. Lost, empty. Love you momma.

Happy birthday, momma. Even though you are gone, you are still here with me and will always be. I remember for so many years you said you were born in 56 and even changed your birth certificate to show me and carol. We only found out like 4-5 yrs ago you were born in 55. To Evan, you'll always be 29. As well, the tattoo on my back will always be you. He still talks about you and reminds us all to well where you're at. I know he hasn't forgotten about you either. In fact, he makes Amy play the video of you from your service alot. Her and Owen cry and Evan thinks its great, like its a Dr. Seuss movie or something. I miss you, I love you, I think of you alot. I always feel like you're around. Still have dreams, but usually they are happy ones now. You are an inspiration to me, you've helped make me the man that I am today. I am grateful that I've had a remarkable, wonderful, loving, caring mother to guide me down this road of life. I will meet you again on the other side one day and I hope to tell you how I feel, what you meant to me and appreciate you the ways I should have all along. I miss you still momma. Forever loved...Joey.

Hi Mom, I look at this page daily just to see your face. It makes me smile and gets my day going. I miss you and think about you all the time. Everything changes I guess. Daddy misses you, everytime I see him its like he's not himself. He's changed. A lot more humble, settled. You never know what he's thinking--he's like that. Havent really seen him that much since the boys went to Maine. The boys are doing fine. Evan still talks about you. Please continue to look down and watch over me. Alot of the time I feel your presence or think about what you might have said or done when Im faced with a decision. Love you mommie.

Happy Mothers Day Mom! Its a day early I know but you're on my mind this morning. All ot the commercials and advertisements etc. just a constant reminder of what I've lost. You'll always be in my heart and my mind but this is the first without you. Thought I've come alot further than I really have. Been crying for about a half hour. I miss you and I hope you will pay me a visit or show me a sign to know you're still watching over me. I may not have always told you I love you but obviously I do. Some of the things I did to make you angry or disappoint you I wish I could take back or have handled differently. I cant change the past, only the present and the future. I never meant any of those things I did, angry and frustrated at those times I guess. I wish I could hug you or have another five minutes with you just to let you know how much I love you, how important you are to me and how thankful and grateful I am to you for guiding, teaching, showing and loving me through it all. You always took up for me. I hope I made you somewhat proud. I feel like I let you down. I really try, probably not as hard as I should, but I do try. Life is hard. Dont know what I'm going to do tomorrow. Maybe go to a grave yard or church or something. Thought about getting flowers but I dont know where to put them. Prolly figure that out tomorrow. I will always love you, will always be thankful for you, will always hold the memories I have of you dear to my heart. You may be gone but youll never be forgotten. I love you mommy!