Condolences for
Carol Price (McCann)

I haven’t seen you in months and every month that passed, I’ve always thought of YOU!!! I’ve missed you sooooo much and to hear that you’re no longer with us...it truly breaks my heart! If you only knew how much I cherished the time we spent together! What I loved about you and what I miss most...is your humor! No matter what, when, or even whose around...your always YOU. If only I could have found out earlier what you were going through, you know I would have been there for you for every step of the way! I never looked at you as my manager, I honestly seen you as my potty mouth 20 year old sister!!

Ill miss you and everything about you!
Ill miss your funny stories of your grandkids..
Ill miss your uncensored stories..
Ill even miss you cutting your corns and making me smell it.

I love you sis from another miss!
Yours Truly,
Jen.

(Joey/Carol, please know that your mom was a very special person to me!)

Bad dream the other night, didn't fall asleep til 330 last night. Like I said, the mind can do some crappy things to you. Thought about alot of things---memories, what I could have done to make you happier, the talks we've recently had. Thinking if I wear myself out, eventually I'll be able to rest peacefully. I'm sure you know whats going on. Think that's why I dream and go into thoughts about what you'd say. Love you.

In the times I have had to spend with Carol they were times spent laughing a lot. She was always saying things to make others laugh. She would say unexpected things that normally people wouldn't say. Even when Joey and I went & stayed with her after her surgery we laughed too much for Carol's liking(because of the pain), but she laughed anyway. Carol would share lots of stores with us. Carol tried doing everything herself even when she felt the worse. I would try helping as much as she would allow me to. Carol was a great mother who loved her childern very much. She told me when they were little that she would tell them how smart they were because she want them to go to college. Carol has two great kids she is proud of and one of the reasons they are so great is because of her. Carol loves her grandchildren and loved to spoil them with her love and attention. She was obsolutely great to my 2 girls (Brianna and Kaylee) and they love her. Brianna would get very excited to go see Grammers. I enjoyed spending time with Carol and am so glad I got to know her. I learned a thing or two from her. She is a truely great women that made us all smile. I will miss her very much. I'm so happy that we got to spend Thanksgiving with you. It was so great seeing you again. It meant so much to Joey and I to spend more time with you that week. I couldn't hug and kiss you and tell you I love you enough that day. I love you momma Carol.

Had a strange dream last night, nothing I want to speak of. I knew the day would eventually come, avoided thinking and dwelling on it. Never wanted it to arrive. Its why I never said goodbye in any of our conversations, if you were here in person or in philly. These are supposed to be happy times, the holidays and all. I still have a lot to do but avoid it because it doesn't feel like Christmas. Not really much to celebrate these days. I go through the motions for the kids but feel so empty and crappy inside. Times are tough for me (Daddy & Carol too) and I would love to get your advice on some things. You helped and guided me down almost every obstacle in my life I've encountered. Even though I can still think about what you might say or how I should handle something, its not the same as your voice, you being there, you saying things the way I know you would. I'm angry that God took you from me, us and your family. It's been hard and will continue to be. I decided on something to get you for Christmas and it will become tradition for me. Love you.

Wish you were here mom. Christmas doesn't and won't feel the same without you. Evan asked when you were coming back from heaven. Said you were always here and you'd always be with us. In his mind its like Pennsylvania or Maine. Made me smile. The boys, daddy and I miss you. Love you mommie.